if i could just fucking SLEEEEEP...i would be alright.

i cant even EXPRESS how insane its making me! waking up at all hours of the night, only to hear the alarm go off in the morning to feel as if i havent slept at ALL.

today - i am not going to work because i need a fucking BREAK from everything.

i need a fucking BREAK from working and from fucking moving my body for eight hours, to fall asleep as soon as i come home, and pass out on the couch because i cant make it to my god DAMN bedroom!

i really cant S T R E S S the point here....i CAN NOT FUCKING SLEEP!

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