PILLOW - WEPT
04.04.03 . 6:07 a.m.
twenty two minutes ago, i rolled over in bed and glanced at the clock. it read "6:38" (i set it an hour ahead)..and i knew i had twenty minutes to sleep.
only, when i adjusted my body, and closed my eyes, i heard a loud roar...sounded like someone was beating on the front door.
i opened my eyes. for some reason, i guess i thought i could focus more on listening this way.
i closed my eyes.
it happened again.
i couldnt make it out, for some reason.
so i reached up, turned the alarm off, got out of bed.
walked out of the bedroom, and heard the roar again - this time, it was definitely thunder.
its pouring outside.
i absolutely envy the sky when it rains this way.
when its purple and black outside. when the streets oil themselves up.
when trees drip.
i wish i didnt have to move an inch all afternoon....