with all of the "female problems" i have, and have had since i was 12, ive always gone back & forth with the idea of having children.

here lately - ive been cool with the thought of never having one. but for years, i couldnt have imagined NOT having a child.

today? that goddamn Micah guy brings his little tyke in here, Kyle.

small, tiny little 6 month old baby.

i nearly pushed micah's short self down, and grabbed the kid and made a run for it.

(sigh)

those BLASTED maternal instincts i think every woman has..yeah, there in me as well.

in me completely and fully.

(SIGH!)

x