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01.17.03 . 3:36 p.m. im just disctracting myself with music right now. i still have that "lonely" feeling...even after all these hours, i feel empty. i have piles of paper on my desk that need to be worked on, but they wont get finished by days end. i can already tell. im moving in s l o w motion this afternoon. slower than usual. i need a hot bath. a warm bed. a warm body. toes touching mine. legs wrapped around mine. head pressed to my forehead. i need lips kissing my face. my mouth. my fingers. my belly. i need it all. and i need it now. love is starting to mean less and less to me right now. i guess im in doubt of all things pure. i feel let down and betrayed by things that i cant even identify. you have all escaped me. nothing is even real anymore. nothing ever really was. x |
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