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03.07.05 - update

11.17.04 - seventeen

11.01.04 - eye lihk 2 read

10.27.04 - crap!

10.27.04 - lets play a game! or not.

10.19.04 - retire! retire! retire! be a sports announcer! anything but act!

10.05.04 - no offense directly. ok, maybe some

10.04.04 - im so dull

09.30.04 - and so it goes...

09.20.04 - music is my savior (i was tamed by rock n roll)

09.16.04 - why do i bother

09.16.04 - yesssssssssssssssss

09.15.04 - mash games are fun!

09.15.04 - hal, the musician

09.14.04 - another version of you

09.14.04 - bad news bears

09.13.04 - im really not a drunk

09.09.04 - ebay crap i want

09.09.04 - smokers

09.08.04 - can i just number these things again?

08.25.04 - greenwich nights

08.25.04 - -

08.25.04 - just another manic, uh, wednesday

08.24.04 - GET OUT OF MY DREAMS AND INTO MY CAR is not the case

08.24.04 - here! here!

08.19.04 - do do do do do oh yeah

08.19.04 - party in a pant leg

08.18.04 - lunch

08.18.04 - calories being burned by this release

08.17.04 - my fucking name is

08.17.04 - this is the long step backwards

03.06.04 - funny to recall

07.26.03 - g'nite

07.15.03 - i'd like to thank you

07.03.03 - 471: shortly

07.03.03 - 470: & can you hear the breathing now?

07.03.03 - 469: lovely odors... im on my way!

07.02.03 - 468: various vacations

07.02.03 - 467: over yonder

07.02.03 - 466: ooooh ooooh here she comes

07.02.03 - 465: wedged heels are evil

07.02.03 - 464: who loves the sun?

07.01.03 - 463: hottness

07.01.03 - 462: it's a wonder i'm still standing

07.01.03 - 461: ...i hate subjects....

06.30.03 - 460: strapped to my boot!

06.30.03 - 459: more where that came from

06.30.03 - 458: Iron & some Wine

06.30.03 - 457: movie like?

06.30.03 - 456: i fucking hate mondays

06.28.03 - 455: It Was The Last Goodbye

06.28.03 - 454: Puella Quam Amo Est Pulchra

06.27.03 - 453: umlaut

06.27.03 - 452: wit is like gold

06.27.03 - 451: Mrs Jonas

06.27.03 - 450: starting

06.26.03 - 449: old cameras in old boxes in dusty closets

06.26.03 - 448: what's your hurry?

06.26.03 - 447: why is this so hard?

06.26.03 - 446: ...and it was beautiful

06.26.03 - 445: Oh, Sweet Thing ...

06.26.03 - 444: summer & aretha

06.24.03 - 443: dont call me indie, goddamnit!

06.24.03 - 442: Up Yours, Sage!

06.24.03 - 441: it's like being 6 yrs old

06.23.03 - 440: red ross!

06.23.03 - 439: get off the cock rock, you tool!

06.23.03 - 438: hair cut!

06.22.03 - 437: Its to beautiful to not watch

06.22.03 - 436: bitch & moan about summer

06.21.03 - 435: long long long day

06.21.03 - 434: easy like

06.20.03 - 433: i came as its price

06.20.03 - 432: Note.

06.20.03 - 431: indeed!

06.20.03 - 430: nude as the news

06.20.03 - 429: insert

06.19.03 - 428: the noises of summer

06.19.03 - 427: french boys & reunions

06.18.03 - 426: electric fur

06.18.03 - 425: i dont make the rules

06.18.03 - 424: R&B babe.

06.18.03 - 423: B.W?

06.17.03 - 422: i am being

06.17.03 - 421: the ties that bind

06.17.03 - 420: SARS?

06.17.03 - 419: drool. yes. that is drool.

06.17.03 - 418: if only i were too cool for school, dood

06.17.03 - 417: let me feel the song

06.17.03 - 416: coltrane & the rain

06.16.03 - 415: the spotlight is here

06.16.03 - 414: my mind is filled with radio cure

06.15.03 - 413: X's & kicks

06.15.03 - 412: photo update

06.14.03 - 411: it's a slow & peaceful night

06.14.03 - 410: ...in a dark room...

06.14.03 - 409: as long

06.14.03 - 408: get up, get out!

06.13.03 - 407: The Wilco-Mobile

06.13.03 - 406: Fruit & Floral

06.13.03 - 405: things & stuff

06.12.03 - 404: four letter word

06.12.03 - 403: The Springs Beneath the Mattress Will Cry My Dirty Secrets

06.12.03 - 402: The Place Between

06.11.03 - 401: I can't claim innocence

06.11.03 - 400: feel the traffic move outside, but if i close my eyes, i can make it sound like waves rolling in

06.10.03 - 399: secret, baby. secret!

06.10.03 - 398: Henry Miller gives it two thumbs up & stuff

06.09.03 - 397: surprise

06.08.03 - 396: nothing shocking

06.08.03 - 395: come baby, let's drown

06.07.03 - 394: i'm tan, but im no Barbie

06.07.03 - 393: hard time for dreamers

06.06.03 - 392: naked in the city

06.05.03 - 391: very very

06.05.03 - 390: jukebox shuffle

06.05.03 - 389: Patterns & Understandings

06.04.03 - 388: those tiny little things

06.04.03 - 387: in theory, it's better this way

06.03.03 - 386: three red pills to make the hurting stop

06.03.03 - 385: 4am wake up call

06.02.03 - 384: ouch.

06.02.03 - 383: now, thats what i call service!

06.01.03 - 382: on talk of deleting shit entries, she adds yet another

06.01.03 - 381: this heat is getting to me

06.01.03 - 380: >>>>>stuck<<<<<

05.31.03 - 379: a quiet evening with all-to-quiet hums

05.31.03 - 378: how much cultural currency do i have?

05.31.03 - 377: this adolescent war

05.30.03 - 376: for rotten veggies

05.30.03 - 375: note

05.30.03 - 374: the street & the city makes the living space neat

05.29.03 - 373: i. AM. sweet!

05.29.03 - 372: i hate today

05.28.03 - 371: sighs & stuff

05.28.03 - 370: good luck stinkin' up other bathrooms

05.28.03 - 369: take it back!

05.28.03 - 368: mix tape mama

05.27.03 - 367: long live wallet-chains!!!

05.27.03 - 366: i think im selling myself short

05.27.03 - 365: dear diary

05.27.03 - 364: rc

05.26.03 - 363: im as broken as they come & this is goodbye

05.24.03 - 362: Ether Song

05.24.03 - 361: the Cavern

05.23.03 - 360: Showgirls are for suckers

05.23.03 - 359: update on updating

05.23.03 - 358: i'm a Volkswagen hipster, baby

05.22.03 - 357: yet

05.21.03 - 356: i dont smoke

05.21.03 - 355: water from wine

05.20.03 - 354: loss

05.20.03 - 353: I'm teething

05.19.03 - 352: green

05.19.03 - 351: h i a t u s ?

05.19.03 - 350: co-workers

05.19.03 - 349: i should start over

05.18.03 - 348: Dallas 6: Animal Rapist

05.17.03 - 347: pictures & wilco & maybe some old REM

05.17.03 - 346: the chords are just the same

05.17.03 - 335: to find

05.17.03 - 344: "that'll be only 5 minutes, ma'am"

05.16.03 - 343: & waiting to meet is like postponing an orgasm

05.16.03 - 342: diaryland

05.16.03 - 341: today is alright - it could be better

05.16.03 - 340: so it is

05.15.03 - 339: [censored]

05.15.03 - 338: post make out

05.15.03 - 337: beauty, tailored to my needs

05.15.03 - 336: Fatigue & Terrible Places

05.14.03 - 334: MC

05.13.03 - 334: walls. walls. walls. walls. walls.

05.13.03 - 333: so nevermind the poetry

05.13.03 - 332: im your country

05.13.03 - 331: terribly dull

05.12.03 - 330: waking-up

05.12.03 - 329: me & my quest for enlightenment

05.12.03 - 328: 80's rocked my socks!!

05.12.03 - 327: Today's TO DO List:

05.12.03 - 326: a little time to do what i want

05.11.03 - 325: Love is a hot, white light

05.10.03 - 324: don't you want more than my sex?

05.10.03 - 323: every which way it feels like this...

05.10.03 - 322: lovesongs for the underdogs

05.10.03 - 321: r i p e

05.09.03 - 320: shit for brains? yes.

05.09.03 - 319: when are you thinking of disappearing?

05.09.03 - 318: fuck!

05.09.03 - 317: sawdust & fireworks

05.09.03 - 316: Sonic Youth ..... etc

05.08.03 - 315: business of the mind

05.08.03 - 314: theres not much more

05.08.03 - 313: DOS is our friend

05.07.03 - 312: DOWN W/ SQUIRRELX BANNERS!

05.07.03 - 311: god-luvin'

05.07.03 - 310: girl, you have no faith in medicine

05.06.03 - 309: wheres the fork necklace?

05.06.03 - 308: ...it begins again...

05.05.03 - 307: hours

05.05.03 - 306: ..to the list

05.05.03 - 305: 'till it's time to bite down

05.05.03 - 304: J.

05.05.03 - 303: I Lied

05.05.03 - 302: frustrated mess!

05.05.03 - 301: rid of me

05.05.03 - 300: our lives are just holes to be filled

05.04.03 - 299: & so the story goes

05.04.03 - 298: The End

05.03.03 - 297: First Word: Completed Editions

05.03.03 - 296: seventeen seconds

05.02.03 - 295: No, im not really a lesbian...but..

05.02.03 - 294: its a sad day indeed...

05.02.03 - 293: what i dont like about the summertime

05.01.03 - 292: ACL x 2

05.01.03 - 291: too bad both cant burn

04.30.03 - 290: W A N T E D W O U N D

04.30.03 - 289: i could do cartwheels im so happy

04.30.03 - 288: slave-drivers

04.30.03 - 287: i need something to say.

04.29.03 - 286: i hate my job. SO much.

04.29.03 - 285: insomnia isnt pretty

04.28.03 - 284: damn.

04.28.03 - 283: xal

04.28.03 - 282: Besides...

04.26.03 - 281: flat tires & a murder of the heart

04.26.03 - 280: its a shame ....

04.26.03 - 279: note to self: prepare for the end

04.26.03 - 278: my short conversation with my brain today

04.26.03 - 277: organizing the holes in your life (wish real life fit into folders)

04.26.03 - 276: i'll bite the bullet

04.25.03 - 275: how can i deal with this?

04.25.03 - 274: i hate today. moreso than usual.

04.24.03 - 273: a gorgeous phoenix

04.24.03 - 272: oh!

04.24.03 - 271: i wish there was something you'd do or say

04.24.03 - 270: sniffsniff

04.24.03 - 269: shoot me

04.23.03 - 268: in inspiration from things such as this...

04.23.03 - 267: undenied, totally

04.23.03 - 266: A Letter

04.22.03 - 265: crosses

04.22.03 - 264: ...............nothing short of an explosion

04.22.03 - 263: traveling thru a one track mind

04.22.03 - 262: The Blues

04.21.03 - 261: can we pretend that it was you on the recieving end

04.21.03 - 260: Hmmmmmm?

04.21.03 - 259: the optimist

04.21.03 - 258: i take showers. sue me.

04.20.03 - 257: stall

04.19.03 - 256: later alligator

04.18.03 - 255: Uhm, Yeaaaaaaahh.

04.18.03 - 254: cynicism wins my heart (is this safe?)

04.18.03 - 253: agenda

04.17.03 - 252: Men & their hunt for meat

04.17.03 - 251: various

04.17.03 - 250: bored stiff

04.17.03 - 249: Sugar J

04.17.03 - 248: it's alright to feel this way

04.16.03 - 247: backs against the wall

04.16.03 - 246: Every rose has its thorn? What?

04.16.03 - 245: (...)

04.16.03 - 244: this one goes out to all you men out there

04.16.03 - 243: dont get lazy, jerk.

04.16.03 - 242: thrown about

04.16.03 - 241: Some Songs are Born

04.15.03 - 240: fully focused & not half-way

04.15.03 - 239: Postcards

04.15.03 - 238: ....im always right?

04.15.03 - 237: & i say it means THIS:

04.15.03 - 236: Coming Down?

04.15.03 - 235: Untitled

04.14.03 - 234: Broken Telephones

04.14.03 - 233: Polaroids

04.14.03 - 232: Oh, how i adore thee....

04.14.03 - 231: Oh No!

04.14.03 - 230: Im always fucking sick.

04.14.03 - 229: Dreams & Things

04.13.03 - 228: Bedrooms &Things

04.13.03 - 227: I LOVE this woman!

04.13.03 - 226: MmHmm

04.13.03 - 225: Lastly

04.12.03 - 224: Photos of First Word

04.12.03 - 223: feeling emotional

04.12.03 - 222: Reporting on Forgetting

04.11.03 - 221: New Photos

04.11.03 - 220: pube trimmin's

04.11.03 - 219: the Hardcore

04.11.03 - 218: carribean queen? what?

04.11.03 - 217: more pointless CRAP from yours truly

04.10.03 - 216: Final Order

04.10.03 - 215: For My Boyfriend

04.10.03 - 214: Desert was his Name

04.09.03 - 213: ...................

04.09.03 - 212: you never give me your money...

04.09.03 - 211: it's a cold world, its a hard world, I can never say what I mean

04.07.03 - 210: Two Colliding

04.07.03 - 209: Update

04.05.03 - 208: *

04.04.03 - 207: so this is what i do...nothing much

04.04.03 - 206: Thanks Isaac

04.04.03 - 205: all except the baby poo

04.04.03 - 204: it was a slap in the face

04.04.03 - 203: this morning, the sky cried thousands of tears

04.03.03 - 202: to have without

04.03.03 - 201: regulatory "stuff"

04.03.03 - 200: Intimacy

04.02.03 - 199: Ted's Waltz

04.02.03 - 198: this is me, only G rated

04.02.03 - 197: "fight the war on terra'"

04.02.03 - 196: not in this life time.

04.01.03 - 195: its not even jail

04.01.03 - 194: six flags vs. carnies

03.31.03 - 193: mmmmmm

03.31.03 - 192: ....on the way to being solved

03.31.03 - 191: typewriters are the devil...no matter how beautiful the clackclackclack noise is

03.31.03 - 190: it should still be dark

03.30.03 - 189: bitch!

03.30.03 - 188: theres got to be something better than in the middle

03.30.03 - 187: SUNDAY MORNING

03.29.03 - 186: my life in art

03.29.03 - 185: Tomaz Salamun

03.28.03 - 184: this day is sucking the LIFE out of me...

03.28.03 - 183: clap, clap, clap!

03.28.03 - 182: not my mind

03.28.03 - 181: midnight bedtime and i feel alright

03.27.03 - 180: yet again

03.27.03 - 179: In California

03.27.03 - 178: Fantastic News!

03.27.03 - 177: at least im no longer behind walls

03.27.03 - 176: called in

03.26.03 - 175: for shizzle my nizzle (???)

03.26.03 - 174: and the rains turn to rivers

03.26.03 - 173: call it what you will.....

03.26.03 - 172: call it what you will.....

03.26.03 - 171: the revolution will not be televised

03.26.03 - 170: the revolution will not be televised

03.26.03 - 169: Look out for my Love

03.25.03 - 168: the very state i'm in

03.25.03 - 167: 1.23.03

03.25.03 - 166: science projects via adulthood

03.25.03 - 165: chinese for lunch (food, not people)

03.25.03 - 164: back corner, poetry section

03.25.03 - 163: with your eyes

03.24.03 - 162: turn towards the sun

03.24.03 - 161: a sunrise, a sunset

03.24.03 - 160: this city here is beautiful

03.24.03 - 159: xxx

03.24.03 - 158: you delight me

03.23.03 - 157: i hope he stays awake for days

03.23.03 - 156: sunday - im running short on creative titles

03.22.03 - 155: saturday night

03.22.03 - 154: christmas in spring

03.22.03 - 153: saturday morning

03.21.03 - 152: friday evening

03.21.03 - 151: whats going on

03.21.03 - 150: untitled

03.21.03 - 149: somewhere in this there is morse code?

03.21.03 - 148: .......

03.21.03 - 147: its sort of like this

03.21.03 - 146: get a clue

03.19.03 - 145: absolutely nothing!

03.18.03 - 144: First Word:again

03.18.03 - 143: i told myself i was saving the metaphors for a rainy day

03.18.03 - 142: auto biography

03.18.03 - 141: what is it good for?

03.18.03 - 140: ashtray grey morning light

03.17.03 - 139: after the show

03.17.03 - 138: split a coke & a banana pie

03.16.03 - 137: methaphors

03.16.03 - 136: photos

03.15.03 - 135: typewriter

03.15.03 - 134: Ps.

03.14.03 - 133: 'First Word'

03.14.03 - 132: something extraordinary in the ordinary

03.14.03 - 131: what we truly become

03.14.03 - 130: ode to midget-man

03.13.03 - 129: fucked from the thinking

03.13.03 - 128: easy

03.13.03 - 127: i am a highway

03.12.03 - 126: untouchable face

03.12.03 - 125: revised

03.12.03 - 124: horiscope for today:

03.12.03 - 123: forthcoming

03.12.03 - 122: shortcomings

03.11.03 - 121: i swear to god, im not a goth.

03.11.03 - 120: elliott & me

03.11.03 - 119: all youre cracked up to be

03.10.03 - 118: im blind & tortured

03.10.03 - 117: i dont want what i havent already got.

03.10.03 - 116:browsing my possible wreckages

03.09.03 - 115: easy like sunday morning

03.08.03 - 114: pink lace and sex

03.08.03 - 113: choking on a brave new world

03.07.03 - 112: truth & fiction

03.07.03 - 111: wake me up before you go-go

03.07.03 - 110: Dubya's nose looks like a small penis

03.06.03 - 109: pressed in a book

03.06.03 - 108: ignored confessions

03.06.03 - 107: just another manic thursday?

03.05.03 - 106: EVOL

03.05.03 - 105: in a short while, none of this will be important.

03.04.03 - 104: the eternal optimist

03.04.03 - 103: crazy he calls me

03.04.03 - 102: untitled

03.03.03 - 101: this one's for you

03.03.03 - 100: playmash.com

03.03.03 - 99: NAZI corporate america!

03.03.03 - 98: getting fucked in a very unpleasant way

03.01.03 - 97: lying in the grass making shapes in the sky

03.01.03 - 96: sing me to sleep

02.28.03 - 95: this is sort of about you, this is sort of about me

02.27.03 - 94: the STYLE network would be so proud

02.27.03 - 93: is this it?

02.27.03 - 92: i'll try to stay friendly for the sugary abuse

02.24.03 - 91: california dreamin'

02.23.03 - 90: kicking up dust

02.22.03 - 89: take me back to the good ol' days, Ma

02.22.03 - 88:III

02.21.03 - 87: Mmmmmm

02.21.03 - 86: im so full of shit that it should be a crime

02.20.03 - 85: two stars for arms

02.20.03 - 84: seperate

02.20.03 - 83: and you too Anna Nicole..

02.20.03 - 82: who sucked out the feeling?

02.19.03 - 81: youd do it too

02.19.03 - 80: four hours

02.18.03 - 79: conversions---you can suck my tit too

02.17.03 - 78: i could use the term "assface" one more time if you asked nicely

02.17.03 - 77: Grrrrrrrr!

02.17.03 - 76: Mmmmm

02.14.03 - 75: blind

02.14.03 - 74: my heart goes out to Ol' Otis

02.13.03 - 73: MARIA!!!!

02.13.03 - 72: this foul mouthed little booger refuses

02.13.03 - 71: the fools we are

02.13.03 - 70: .

02.13.03 - 69: the media is our friend.

02.12.03 - 68: tell you my name

02.11.03 - 67: your prettiness is seeping thru

02.11.03 - 66: DIE!

02.11.03 - 65: pyro for porn

02.11.03 - 64: some things last a long time

02.10.03 - 63: "these are the reasons why"

02.07.03 - 62: update on killin

02.07.03 - 61: i still love you, robby.

02.07.03 - 60: they say that nighttime is the right time...

02.07.03 - 59: goddamn right!

02.06.03 - 58: who needs diets when theres DONUTS!

02.06.03 - 57: WD 40 in my veins

02.05.03 - 56: the glow

02.05.03 - 55: i felt my size

02.04.03 - 54: never even ever was in it

02.04.03 - 53: goddamn!

02.04.03 - 52: this world is a math equation

02.03.03 - 51: praise jesus!

02.03.03 - 50: explosion

01.31.03 - 49: no, mines the OTHER boxed lunch, thanks.

01.31.03 - 48: Nazi-Office-Printer vs. Tiffanie

01.31.03 - 47: the world on my way to work

01.30.03 - 46: simple as that

01.29.03 - 45: of you

01.29.03 - 44: will those of you whos name starts with.....

01.29.03 - 43: jesus dont want me for a sunbeam

01.29.03 - 42: W.

01.29.03 - 41: eric

01.28.03 - 40: SOS

01.28.03 - 39: kiss off

01.28.03 - 38: you already had a million hearts to break

01.27.03 - 37: ewwwww. inwards outwards.

01.27.03 - 36: suck my t i t

01.24.03 - 35: (insert scream)

01.24.03 - 34: deep thoughts

01.24.03 - 33: stand out, fall in

01.23.03 - 32: coming up

01.23.03 - 31: that day

01.23.03 - 30: cube-insanity

01.23.03 - 29: the suspicious trash replacement

01.22.03 - 28: your mirror is gonna fight

01.22.03 - 27: cant win for losing

01.22.03 - 26: eyes open wide

01.22.03 - 25: do you want to fly around my golden sky

01.22.03 - 24: let a girl bitch, wont ya?

01.21.03 - 23: "gonna make you sweat..."

01.21.03 - 22: let's hear it!!

01.21.03 - 21: bloody bored

01.21.03 - 20: heres your fuckin' TV!

01.21.03 - 19: not yet a woman?

01.21.03 - 18: barely

01.21.03 - 17: heart cooks brain

01.20.03 - 16: what people are made of

01.20.03 - 15: $___.__ USD

01.20.03 - 14: dull sound

01.17.03 - 13: suffering cube style

01.17.03 - 12: description of the bones in me that weep

01.17.03 - 11:limbo

01.17.03 - 10: blood in body

01.16.03 - 9: glad i dont have a penis

01.16.03 - 8. make it hot

01-16-03 - 7: self-control cost me 122 bucks!

01-16-03 - 6: drool and folk rock

01-16-03 - 5: the mocking blink

01-15-03 - 4: It's just My So Called Life

01-15-03 - 3: not just an end to a sentence

01-15-03 - 2: This is what it is...

01-15-03 - 1: Beginning

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