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03.30.03 . 11:14 a.m. the ghosts inside of the lights were struggling to fight the day tiny particles of dust shook around the glass that covered the bulb there was nothing left to save. dawn was approaching children were waking mothers were nursing fathers still slept i tried to keep what was left of my dream when i saw the sunlight leak thru bedroom curtains, i moved my head to the right facing opposite the wall, and towards the door. my legs remained outstretched and straight i wasnt going to give in. not yet. not like this. if i were to wake up, it would be on my own terms. for i am not ready to start the day! the sky can be cruel. with all of her sisters and brothers. i didnt expect it to pay me any favors for i curse the sky when it rains on my vacation days and i blame the sun for my headaches and i curse the moon when i have to crawl to bed at 2am. yes, i dont expect it to show me any kindness this Sunday morning when i wish to remain sleeping. when i was a little girl, i used to think that the sun never came up if i wasnt awake as if everything before my eyes opened remained dark i never wanted to miss a thing. if a leaf fell to the earth from a branch, it didnt happen unless i was awake, and i could witness it and when i turned my back, things ceased. but then i had no excuse for Autumn. x |
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