i

have

pains

so

severe

in

my

stomach

right

now

that

it

feels

like

one

hundred

butcher

knives

are

stabbing

me

in

the

center

of

my

gut

.

twisting.

turning.

.

as

i

sit

here

and

type

this

.

this

very

moment...

i

am

crying

.

and

crying

hard

.

at

fucking

work

!

!

!

if

i

could

rip

my

insides

out

with

my

bare

hands

id

do

it

this

second

.

this

very

fucking

second

.

i

dont

need

my

ovaries

.

i

dont

give

a

fucking

hell

about

any

of

it

!

i

just

want

them

out

.

i

can

not

handle

this

pain

any

fucking

more

!

i can not handle this pain any fucking more!