i am sick today.

i blame you, Noel.

i dont like dry heaving at 6am in the morning, and i dont like the taste of my afternoon soup coming up.

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but i'll be fine.

i better be goddamn fine!

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my hair is a fright! showered this morning in the hopes it would make me feel better - and then fell asleep with the wetness piled on top of my head, and now, its just large and scary.

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to soothe myself? somewhat? just a wee bit?

im listening to Portishead. because beth gibbon's voice .. well, it makes me feel funny.

and songs like "undenied" and "over" and "mourning air" are all i want to hear today.

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im sick. and i dont like it.

x