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03.24.03 . 4:50 p.m. reckless and lazy - skin on fire. moods caught in blue skies. clouds look like figures put up by human hands. to solid and too white for something you can not define. (there has to be another answer) we were hanging around the porch, drinking Corona and laughing about sundays and the bikers that roared and revved their tiny engines. (we knew the leather pants made them sweat in this summer heat) all we had were the two lawn chairs that my mother had given me when i moved into my very first apartment they werent comfortable, but its all we had. the colours matched a 70's disco and there was rust build-up along the ends of the frame. (we still tested their limits by leaning backwards in them, with our feet kicked up) the trees were starting to dispose themselves of the tiny, white blossoms i was beginning to love so much. they were exchanging their white for green. something more trandionally "summer-time" instead of Spring. (i just wanted the white) there was no agenda. we only had one day of this. one sunday of complete bliss. one afternoon of perfect weather, and one afternoon of fireflies that didnt die. we had it all. there was nothing to change about where we were at and what we were doing. nothing couldve made it better - nothing couldve made it better at all. i took polaroids of your face that was starting to match the colour of the sun (that red hue you hated so much) i laid them all out in front of where i sat so i could watch you in still-form and still witness your movements beside me. you told me about your mother & fathers divorce and how when you were 8, you had an afternoon similar to this one, only you werent the one sitting - you were playing on monkey bars, and in the midst of your afternoon summer bliss, you heard your parents yelling through the screen door of your old house on Danville St. you said you would never forget that sound...crashing over your friends' laughter & making you blush from the embarassment. you made a sketch of my face, when i sat with my eyes closed unaware of your pencil hurrying across paper making sure the outline of my lips was just "right". as the sun started to set, we soaked up what was left of the daylight. we finished off the 12 pk, and gathered the empty bottles and picked up the remainder of the limes. we left the chairs folded out on the porch, stood up, and watched the sun fall behind the trees that lined up in the alleyway. we heard the motorcycles taking off from the Blue Goose bar, and we knew it was time to call it a day. we walked away from the sky, and in through the screen door, and turned the porch light on.... called it a night. x |
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