i have finally realized what it must feel like for people to try to talk to me on a serious/intense level...or shall i say, in a heated debate.

how did i finally realize, you ask?

because i just spoke with my mother on the phone for half an hour, and i got so frustrated that i burst into tears.

and when we hung up, she was on the brink.

its just like smashing into walls, and finding no way out.

x